8:25 AM

About me

alone in your room for a long time isn't so nice like you think...

afraid to go outside and meet a new condition u can't imagine before..

alone... you just thinking you are nobody and think people dun care what have you did...

and that pain is more and more deep when you know you are alone...

and that pain won't stop till get his climax...

when you reach it you just think you are useless and think how can i escape from here, but unfortunately you know you can't escape from the reality...

but somehow you are save...

saved from the darkness where you had to live before..

till you know theme, you felt you are happy... just peace inside...

but you are realized, there is no thing such a immortal...

when you are realized, they gone and you wanna make it back..
but don't you think it is useless?? are you??

till someone said "you are not nobody, you are somebody"
yeah absolutely you own her now, and that had made you so happy...
and she said "you own full of me now.." and you did same...
and you won't make same mistake to make her lost from beside you..

but on 2nd thought, u want it all...

so are you so naive to think you can get both of them?? both of what you had thought??

z

3 Comments:

Ardhn Mohammed said...

I don't know whether you are writing a poetry or you are writing facts about yourself. Well, the truth is, you are not alone. I felt what you feel, loneliness and fear, and feeling useless, and we are not alone too, we are not the only one. I know we can make it, and be a better person. Let's stand up together, and face the world

Ardhn Mohammed said...

Hahahaha...suatu hari nanti gio...gw yakin dia dapet ganjarannya. Insya Allah. Entah make tangan kita ato orang laen. Semoga hidupnya cacat ya

Korochi said...

wew.. sadiz jg lo ngedoainnya... wew... byr allah yg membalas lah... hahaha...